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Where am I? Where am I?
In my soul exists within you, Asuka.
And so this is also my soul exists within you, Shinji true?

In the case of Soryu Asuka Langley
(PART 1)

what you want, Asuka?
I will live alone.

I do not need it it's dad's mom.

I will live alone.

I will not cry anymore.
But I'm still crying ...
Why am I crying? (Mother) I feel uncomfortable with that child.
(Father) I mean! Such weaknesses are not from you, you're a doctor. (Mother) Even the doctors are human beings. I told you in the past. (Father) But a woman like you in respect of a child?! (mother) and 'oddly adult, in its absolute and resolute refusal. Sometimes it scares me. You've never experienced anything like this?
(Father) No. .. Anyway you've become the mother of Asuka. (Mother) But before I became your wife.
(Father) At the same time, you mean?! (Mother) Yeah, from the social point of view is. But you can never stop being the father of that child. While I could stop being the mother at any time. (Father) This is also true.
Stop it Mom!

Stop to stop being my mom!


I will be a good girl, a girl you will like.


why not stop being my mom!


For this look!




Stop Mother do not kill me!

(Mother) Your father hates my mother, no longer needed.
fact, he did not like the beginning ... did not want from the beginning, definitely. For this you die with her mother.
Besides the father does not want us anymore. I am a noise?
are junk?
(Mother) died with me, come on!
Noooo!

I'm not your doll, Mom.


I'll think to myself, I live by myself.

This time, the mother hanging from the ceiling.

The her face seemed so happy ...
But I hate that face.

not want to die. I will not even let me disappear.
I do not want kids. I do not want the father nor the mother!
I do not want none!
There is no one, no one to protect me. No one is near me.


What does she?
why I live alone.
But I would not.
E 'painful!

not want to be alone. not want to be alone!
not want to be alone!

not abandon me.
not allontanatemi. Do not kill me.
What is this?
E 'the Project for the Improvement of the human ...


Powered by your father. This?
it seems that everything is a party.
Besides, the truth is incomprehensible to ourselves.

Of course, now that you perceive yourself is the only real dimesion.
That inside you. (Fuyutsuki) And then what will be his memory will become your truth. There are also truths that change over time.
This is the actual size?
would be the end result of all this?
There are many life-size, this is one of those.
It 's the result that you wanted.
What I wanted?!

Exactly.
Destruction, a world where no one is saved.

is not so! It 's just that no one has saved me, just me.
Nobody can save you.
This is what you wanted.
Destruction, death, the return of nowhere ...
you been wanting to yourself.
This is the reality.
What is reality?
's your world. (Makoto Hyuga) A world your own, including time, space and other people.
(Shigeru Aoba) Your own world, which you yourself decide how to receive and how to appreciate. (Maya Ibuki) Your world, now you just gave.

This is the reality
Your world in which no one can interfere.
Or a world where everything is already established, right?

Not so, is the world that you decide.
(Fuyutsuki) A world as your mind decides it is.

This is the reality

Even in the will to live ...

also face death in the soul,
everything as you have desired.
You mean that even this darkness, this world is incomplete
something that I have wanted?

Exactly.

You wanted a world locked

pleasant for you alone.
(Makoto Hyuga) To protect your heart weak. (Shigeru Aoba) To help protect your pleasure. (Maya Ibuki) This is simply the result of all this.
In an enclosed space in the world of you alone, other person can not live Alun
But you have desired such a closure.
The closure of the world that you circoda. In
avoid what you hate You want a world
isolation in your own mind.

This is the world that you've reached your little peace of mind.
This form is one possible conclusion. The end of this world, an end that you have conducted yourself.

And then, the path
for improvement ...
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current time,
year 2016 AD

I n search of what people

lost

In other words,
proceed in finalizing

soul However, the time now available
would be insufficient to describe the

entire process Therefore, now under consideration will take into single
boy named Shinji Ikari

It will now the completion of his soul

CASE 3 In the case of
Shinji Ikari

Terror disappear fear of seeing one's being.

But do not think it needed to be like mine.

Why?

E 'because I am a human being unwanted. I knew it, I'm a young side.

Nobody cares about me!
Scappi thinking that nobody cares about you, right?
you afraid to make mistakes, right?
you afraid of being hated by the people, right?
Afraid to see your own weaknesses, right?
And all this is perhaps not for you?
course. In reality we are all equal.
In our minds there are some shortcomings. This causes fear.
causes anxiety.

why now try to become one.
We are trying to fill each other. This is the Project for Improvement. (Fuyutsuki) Without his fellow people can not live.
People can not live alone.
Although each individual is still single. For this test
suffering.
why we feel the loneliness.
why we want to join our minds, our bodies.
We want to become one.
(Fuyutsuki) People are made of materials brittle and weak.

both soul and body are made of materials brittle and weak.
why we need to complement each other.


"Why?"

Why else would not be able to live.

"Really?" Why do we live?

"I do not know"

Maybe I live just to know why

If you live?
course, I live for myself. Perhaps

live for myself.
"Really?"

They are happy to live in?
do not know.
They are happy to live in? course I'm happy.
They are happy to live in?

I just do nice things.

You hate loneliness?
not love her.
You hate the suffering?
I do not like.
why flee?
Exactly. What's wrong with escape from unpleasant things?
I must not run away.
Why you should not run away?
Fleeing you suffer.
Even while fleeing from suffering?
I suffered.
But if you're already experiencing pain then you can do it.
Yes, if you're already suffering can also escape.
If something is truly regrettable it may also escape.
But I do not want, I no longer want to flee.
Yes, you should not run away.
This is because you feel that escape would be even more painful.
Why did you hear about the suffering that is encountered fleeing.
why do not want to escape.
E 'because if you stray nobody would take more into account.
not abandon me.
I pray you do not abandon me!

passively obey all that is told to do,
that that is the rule of life of that boy?
Exactly!
In another way I would come back Abbadon you afraid of hurting you, is not it?
Are you only a banquet, do not you?

(Kensuke) You are not alone in being hurt, Shinji. (Toji) Suffering only you're not. (Hikari Horak) think so because you think it is comfortable. Silence!

All this has nothing to do. Nobody cares about me.
This will not frustrate you that your value. Moreover
I ... I have nothing.
As usual, you're convinced that they have no value.

because they think so and not doing anything, you can avoid
also hurt.
're supporting yourself with the praise of other people.
Nobody accepts me.
Are you just believe, is not it?
So I, I have to pilot the Eva.
From the beginning you're just convinced that they have no value. I have to do that!
(Kensuke) This is not true. (Toji) Are you only believe, definitely.
No, I have no value. I have nothing of which to be proud of.
For this pilot the Eva.

piloting the Eva I can be me.
piloting the Eva I can be me.
Before getting into the car, I had nothing.

piloting the Eva I can stay here.
I have nothing else.
I have nothing else.
I have nothing, I have nothing.
"The value of life?" I do not have it.

"And this ..."
I hate I hate myself.
you hate! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! (Toji) Hey you, I hate you.
(Kensuke) I can not stand you, I detest you. (Hikari Horak) I'm sorry, but I hate you.
You know I hate you. (Makoto Hyuga) I hate you. (Shigeru Aoba) Yes, I hate you.
(Maya Ibuki) That's right, I hate you. Yeah, I hate you, can not stand you.
I hate you!
See? The all think so.
certainly think so.


Are you just believe, is not it?
is not so!

Why I hate.

why you're convinced that other people hate you?
I hate you! - I hate you! But I praise.

If the pilot Eva praise me.
I was praised.


"Therefore, I am happy "
I was praised!

"But I'm not happy "
Which one is your true emotional state?

do not know ... No indeed, are both my true emotional states.
For this pilot the Eva, right?

The present myself that has no other Eve ... In no other way you could keep yourself? Eva Unit 01 is actually a part of your mind. But holding on

totally Evo Eva
the same will become your being. Eva
the same will become your all ..
Your true self is no longer anywhere.
does not matter. From the beginning I never had anything.
Even my studying cello not result in anything.
Is not it just that you've never done anything for yourself?
But now I can pilot the Eva!
So when will the less Eve, you will not be able to do anything ... Like me ...
"Why the Eva pilots?"
Why this, that's my everything.

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Final Episode The beast that shouted Love in the heart of the world

Rain.

A feeling sad, feeling like mine.
I do not like.

Setting Sun, a life that goes ...

my desire. I do not like. Morning the beginning of a new day ...
the beginning of a bad day.

I do not like.
azzurrro Heaven. Something warm, something unusual,
a scary thing, a thing to occur.
I do not like. Everybody, everybody, I hate you all! What do you want?
"Are you afraid of anxiety?"
What do you aspire?

"long for peace?"

What are you doing? "Do not hate me!"

not hate me!
What scares me ...

Refusal

What we aspire to ...

contact approval
I near you?
Can I stay here?

you like me?

"Mother ..."

"You like?"

not want to go to mother?
I do not want to go.
So do not go to the Father?

I do not want to go.
And why?

"Because I'm afraid"

Why I'm afraid to be hated.

Why could disappear myself.

"And this?"
What do you want?

Elimination anxiety
What are you doing?

Elimination of loneliness

(Yui Ikari) You're happy, right?
Before I aspire to happiness ... aspire to my value.

So much so that no one leave me, all you

take care of me.

"aspire to a value of"
(Yui Ikari) This is something that you can not enjoy yourself. Your

value.
.
For this reason, the pilot Eva
I have no value.

My life has no value.
So what are you?

Yeah, what are I?

What am I! This?
's me.

A form that shows me the other ...
A symbol of myself.
too!
too!
too!
They are all my representations, are all images that give the other sense of myself.
So what am I?

"Where am I?"
This is me?
The real me? My false self? You are you.
In this, however you have your own
its border and a dimension of your own.

course ... my clothes, my shoes, my room.

are all part of me.
things are connected in your consciousness.

I am what I perceive as my self.
I are nothing more than my own self. But I do not understand. Where am I?
What am I?
What am I?
want closure to this
soul
Nobody understands me.
But you're stupid! This is perfectly logical! No one can understand.
The only Thee to sympathize and understand

is yourself. For this, take care of yourself.

Even if I say so, I find myself!
I do not understand! How could I care for it.

"I feel anxious" So feel anxiety, right?
The present yourself.
people around the present yourself.
The environment surrounding the current yourself.
None of this is meant to last forever.

Your time is constantly running.

And your world is constituted by a succession of related changes.
Your world, first,
can change at any time depending on your mood.
What is this?
A world where there is nothing. A world where no one ...
The world of freedom.
Freedom?
The world of freedom that is not restricted by anyone.
This is freedom?
Exactly. The world of freedom.
However, there is nothing.
long as I do not think?
Yes, as long as you do not think.
can not be, I do not know what to do. Try
anxiety, right? You do not have picture of yourself, right?
's all too vague.
's a world where one can not grasp anything.

This is freedom
It 's a world of which you can do anything you want ..
Yet you feel anxiety.
(Fuyutsuki) Do not know what to do, right? What should I do?
I'll give you a non-freedom.
Look, this is born with above and below.

But with this freedom is gone.

are now forced to stand on the sub.
But this reassures you
(Makoto Hyuga) Because your mind has got himself a bit of simplification.
(Shigeru Aoba) So you can walk. (Maya Ibuki) This is your will.
My will is this?
The world around you is the world where there are above and below.
(Toji) But here you can walk freely. (Kensuke) And if you wanted you could change the position of the world. (Maya Ibuki) Therefore, the position of the world remains the same.
It 's something that changes with the passing of time.
(Fuyutsuki) And you can change yourself ... As to shape yourself are your own mind
and the world around him.


Moreover, this is your world.
E 'form of reality that you transpose.
"This is the reality "


What is this?
A space with nothing, a world with nothing.
A world with nothing but me.
I'm losing the knowledge of myself.
I feel as if I myself dissolve.
As if my being the same fading.
"Why?"
E 'because here there is nothing else but you. Why not There is nothing more than me?

Without another being separate from yourself, you can not understand your own form.
My own form?
"Your image?"
Exactly. E 'in looking at the shape of other people who know their shape.
E 'in looking at the walls between himself and other people
you know the image of his own form. Without the existence of other people,
you yourself are invisible to yourself.
I can exist as long as there are other people, is not it?
alone that I would not be anywhere and in any case only.
The whole world would just be me! Realizing the differences between you and the others,
form by yourself. The first other person is the mother.
Your mother is a human being different from you.
course. I am me. Only But it is equally true that other people create
the shape of my heart ..
right, Shinji Ikari. At the end you've got it!

Stupa-Shinji!
you finally woke up, Stupa-Shinji! Oh, but you, Asuka ...
How would "but you"
I come and I wake up every day this way so you do not arrive late to school.
such would be the words of gratitude for a childhood friend?

Yes, thank you.
So, let me sleep a little more ...
But who do you think you soften?!
move forward So get up now! Maniac stupid pervert! beyond belief!
And what could I do, it's morning?!
(Yui) Ah our Shinji. Asuka came to take it again today, but there's nothing to do with that boy. (Gendo) Already
(Yui) And not too expensive to stay there to read the newspaper, please you need to prepare. (Gendo) Already (Yui) But really at your age still act like Shinji. (Gendo) You're ready?
(Yui) Of course when you want.
So if we arrive late for the meeting will be as I always to be reprimanded by Professor Fuyutsuki. (Gendo) Besides, everyone likes you. (Yui) Do not talk nonsense. Please you going to change. (Gendo) Yeah ... I understand, Yui.
Come on, hurry on!

You've got it! Are you annoying

Asuka.


What did you say?


So see you soon lady.


See you soon.

(Yui) Hello to you soon! But really expensive
ahead, you can not stay still read the newspaper?
(Gendo) Yeah ... I understand, Yui.
It seems that now we have a new classmate ... Yeah, true.
Moreover, the next year with the official transfer
this city will become the new capital.
The inhabitants are growing rapidly.
You're right. Who knows what kind is it?

How nice if it was a pretty girl!

I'm late! Are late!
I can not be late
from day one. Sorry, I'm really in a hurry!
Excuse me really, a thousand apologies!
(Toji) What! And you look at them to him her panties? but no I have not look at all ...
well, a little bit ... (Toji) But you see what luck! Already in the early morning ...
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Now what do you take class president? class president
348 00:17:07,720 -> 00:17:11,950 You rather Suzuhara, that nonsense you talking already early in the morning?!

349 00:17:11,950 -> 00:17:16,030 Next
should immediately change the water in the vessels of the class. Six round. roji
350 00:17:16,030 -> 00:17:17,800 But look, you're so annoying!

class president
351 00:17:17,800 -> 00:17:19,070
What did you say?




352 00:17:19,880 -> 00:17:22,970

Just the kind of man that is dominated by women, poor Toji.





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How are you, right?





354 00:17:24,560 -> 00:17:28,460 and why should I be the kind of man that is dominated by women?
355 00:17:28,460 -> 00:17:30,260
What do you want? I just told the truth.
356 00:17:30,260 -> 00:17:31,060
And why would it?
357 00:17:31,060 -> 00:17:32,780 Why is it just the way it appears!

358 00:17:32,780 -> 00:17:35,420 Asuka is you do not fill the head of that crap ... Kensuke 359 00:17:35,420 -> 00:17:37,760
And now, this is precisely peace. Toji
360 00:17:42,960 -> 00:17:44,200 And 'Professor Misato! Toji 361 00:17:52,270 -> 00:17:54,960 That crash
Professor Misato!
362 00:17:56,530 -> 00:17:59,890 Look at the three trio of fools!

What idiots!


class president
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Standing. Bow. Sitting
.




364 00:18:08,480 -> 00:18:10,730
boys Rejoice! I present to you both chatted 365 00:18:10,730 -> 00:18:12,770
new classmate.





366 00:18:13,310 -> 00:18:15,960 My name is Rei Ayanami . Very pleased! 367 00:18:16,760 -> 00:18:20,010 - Ahhhhh! - Hey but you are the voyeur of panties this morning!

368 00:18:20,010 -> 00:18:22,320 Enough, stop slandering!
369 00:18:22,320 -> 00:18:24,440 You're not

was perhaps to show them to you Shinji?!

370 00:18:24,440 -> 00:18:27,890

rather what you want? Why take that kind of hearing now? 371 00:18:27,990 -> 00:18:29,690 What is it? Are you two together?

373 00:18:30,270 -> 00:18:33,110 Both-We're just childhood friends! It is a bit quiet! class president 374 00:18:33,110 -> 00:18:36,490 Just , you have to teach! Be silent, please!


375 00:18:36,490 -> 00:18:40,760
Su ... Is not it funny?! And then ... I'm interested!

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course.

This is another world.
385 00:18:52,000 -> 00:18:54,000 One possibility enclosed in me ...

386 00:18:54,000 -> My 00:18:56,540 I present my self is not absolute. 387 00:18:56,540 -> 00:18:58,670
There may be many selves.

388 00:18:59,900 -> 00:19:03,630 course. There may also be one myself that is not pilot Eva. 389 00:19:05,480 -> 00:19:09,220 Thinking so, the world of reality is not bad. 390 00:19:09,220 -> 00:19:11,980 Maybe the world really is evil. 391 00:19:11,980 -> 00:19:13,840 But I hate myself.

bespectacled officer 392 00:19:13,840 -> 00:19:18,080 to incorporate as ugly and unpleasant reality is your soul. long hair 393 00:19:18,210 -> 00:19:21,610 Your mind-changing reality in truth. officer 394 00:19:21,610 -> 00:19:24,020 The angle from which you look at the reality, the place from which the foreign exchange 395 00:19:24,020 -> 00:19 : 28.050 small differences are enough to cause major changes in this soul. Kaji 396 00:19:28,050 -> 00:19:30,740
There are many truths as there are people. Kensuke


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But the truth is your only one,


398 00:19:32,980 -> 00:19:35,560
notion affected by an narrow view of the world.


399 00:19:35,560 -> 00:19:37,690
to protect yourself.


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a distorted truth. Toji


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The vision of the world that a single person can have ...


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is tiny.

class president
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Yet, people can only measure things according to this small
index.




404 00:19:48,640 -> 00:19:52,670

They have to look at things through

truth given by others.





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Joy on sunny days.



406 00:19:55,100 -> 00:19:57,280 Melancholy days of rain.

407 00:19:57,280 -> 00:20:00,400 If so, we are taught, we are convinced of this. Ritsuko 408 00:20:00,400 -> 00:20:03,530 But even on rainy days there might be something pleasant.

Fuyutsuki 409 00:20:03,530 -> 00:20:05,220 The truth is that people in 410 00:20:05,220 -> 00:20:10,730 is nothing so fragile as to change totally in the only way to receive it.

kaji 411 00:20:11,530 -> 00:20:13,770 Such is the level of truth of beings humans. 412 00:20:13,770 -> 00:20:17,750 Even though for this you want the
Acquaintances of a deeper truth. Gendo


413 00:20:17,750 -> 00:20:21,970 Just
it's just that you're not used to like your neighbor's.




414 00:20:21,970 -> 00:20:26,610

So why, you need not worry so much sgardi of others.




415 00:20:27,220 -> 00:20:30,990

However, not all hate me?





416 00:20:30,990 ->
00:20:35,790 Are you stupid?! Is not only that you've convinced yourself of this.
417 00:20:36,500 -> 00:20:39,200 But I hate ...

418 00:20:39,200 -> 00:20:45,250 People who hate themselves are not able to love them to believe in their neighbor.

419 00:20:46,110 -> 00:20:51,730 I am a coward, a coward, a coward, a weak.
420 00:20:52,480 -> 00:20:56,270 Knowing yourself can be kind, is not it?.

421 00:20:56,270 -> 00:20:58,500 I hate. 422 00:20:59,670 -> 00:21:02,430

- But perhaps I may be able to like?! - But perhaps I may be able to like?! 423 00:21:03,310 -> 00:21:05,480

Perhaps I may be able to exist? 424 00:21:06,400 -> 00:21:08,820 course. I am only me. 425 00:21:10,460 -> 00:21:13,290 I am me. I want to be me. 426 00:21:14,170 -> 00:21:15,880 I want to stay here! 427 00:21:16,460 -> 00:21:18,230 For me, it can be! 428 00:21:32,980 -> 00:21:34,070 Congratulations! 429 00:21:34,070 -> 00:21:35,470 Congratulations!

430 00:21:35,470 -> 00:21:36,710 Congratulations! Ritsuko 431 00:21:36,710 -> 00:21:37,810
Congratulations!
kaji 432 00:21:37,810 -> 00:21:39,010 Congratulations! class president 433 00:21:39,010 -> 00:21:40,240
Congratulations! Kensuke
434 00:21:40,240 -> 00:21:41,340 Well congratulations! Toji 435 00:21:41,340 -> 00:21:42,810 Hey
Congratulations!


occhialino
437 00:21:44,040 -> 00:21:45,150
Congratulations!

long hair
438 00:21:45,150 -> 00:21:46,400
Congratulations!

officer
439 00:21:46,400 -> 00:21:47,730
Congratulations!

Fuyutsuki
440 00:21:47,730 -> 00:21:49,040
Congratulations!


441 00:21:49,040 -> 00:21:50,760
Gendo - Congratulations!
Yui - Congratulations!




442 00:21:52,270 -> 00:21:53,520

Thank you!





443 00:21:53,470 -> 00:21:54,890

"To my father, thank you"



444 00:21:54,980 -> 00:21:56,390

" To my mother, goodbye " 445 00:21:56,480 -> 00:21:58,400 " And then, all the boys

[CHILDREN ]..." 446 00:21: 58.480 -> 00:22:01,650 "CONGRATULATIONS"