Me, Myself, My Story. Maybe, My Ending. Everything. Anything. Horror
Blog Temporarily Suspended.
Do not ask for explanations, there will be none.
So, imagine all the reason .
If you do not imagine, not have a fucking fantasy.
The only thing to do, the only thing that I feel I do is "close" this part of my life with a smile melancholy .
A bit like watching the slides the holidays, or movies holidays.
Meet,
My
Fucking
Life
The Story Of My Life ... Part I
The Story Of My Life... Part II
The Story Of My Life... Part III
Social Distorsion - Story Of My Life
High school seemed like such a blur I didn't have much interest in sports or school elections And in class I dreamed all day About a rock 'n' roll weekend And the girl in the front of the room So close yet so far Y'know she never seemed to notice That this silly school-boy crush wasn't just pretend
Life goes by so fast You only want to do what you think is right Close your eyes and then it's past; (it's the) story of my life
And I went down to my old neighborhood The faces have all changed, there's no one left to talk to And the pool hall I loved as a kid is now a seven eleven
I went downtown to look for a job I had no training, no experience to speak of I looked at the holes in my jeans and turned and headed back
Life goes by so fast You only want to do what you think is right Close your eyes and then it's past; (it's the) story of my life
Good times come and good times go I only wish the good times would last a little longer I think about the good times we had and why they had to end
So I sit at the edge of my bed I strum my guitar and I sing an outlaw love song Wonderin' bout what you're doin' now and when you're comin' back
Life goes by so fast You only want to do what you think is right Close your eyes and then it's past; (it's the) story of my life
The EU accuses the group of Bill Gates that he continued to abuse its dominant position
BRUSSELS - The EU Antitrust inflicted a blow unprecedented Microsoft: The new penalty is € 899 million. For the software giant 's accusation is that they continued to abuse its dominant position even after the condemnation of the EU Commission in March 2004, which already cost the group of Bill Gates a SuperMulti from 497 million euro.
BRAKE ON COMPETITION - The penalty record has been imposed by Brussels because Microsoft does not respected the decision of March 2004 (confirmed in July 2006 and last September by the Court of Justice ) with which the European antitrust ordered to disclose accurate information to competitors to ensure the 'interoperability' between different systems : Brussels accused the U.S. company had not fulfilled the obligations set out in the March 2004 decision by the deadline of October 22, 2007, continuing to impose "unreasonable and excessive prices" in order to access your computer documentation in order to make it more difficult dialogue between their systems and those of competing groups for the development of programs that are compatible with operating systems and the software group Microsoft and operating systems compatible with the version of Windows server.
the story - EU Competition Commissioner Neelie Kroes, has bitterly noted that Microsoft was "the first company in fifty years of European competition policy that the Commission had fined for failing to adequately antitrust decision '. He explained that the decision included a 2004 antitrust fine of € 497 million, after which the Commission in July 2006 imposed a daily fine of € 1.5 million for a total of 280.5 million euro. With that imposed Wednesday, fines add up to a total of 1.676 billion euro. And it went well even to the American group, as Ms Kroes stressed that the penalty for failing to comply with antitrust decisions could come to 1.5 billion. The decision covers a period that is not covered by the sanction of July 2006 and concerning what happened between June 21, 2006 and October 21, 2007.
Microsoft's response - "The European Commission last October, he announced that Microsoft was in full compliance with the decision of 2004: This fine thus refers to a past that issue was resolved." This is the replica of the U.S. sanctions announced by Brussels. Microsoft notes that "as demonstrated last week with the new interoperability principles and specific actions to increase the openness of our products, now we are focusing on steps that in the future may further improve the situation. " In recent days, in fact, the software giant said it was ready to give up - at least in part - to his secret , announced plans to disseminate the code to make its products better integrated with those marketed by other companies. A decision that Brussels had snubbed for the truth, saying that there were at least "four more ads like this, all without effect."
DOMAIN - The company founded by Bill Gates equips 92% of PCs in the world. The decisions of the EU Commission are related to the tying of Windows Media Player with the media player and server operating systems. For several weeks, however, Brussels announced it has opened a new file against Microsoft and investigate two new "elements of an offense 'means those aspects on which the European authorities have promised to investigate are once again linked Unification of other programs in the operating system (in this case the browser Internet Explorer) and opening Windows to rival products (in the viewfinder is the suite of Office software).
Certainly ' Harold ignorant, twelve year old American, was conscious of having, in the pocket of his trousers, one of the hottest items scope entertainment for younger Playstation Portable.
Instead, what he could not imagine is that the handheld console Sony is really on fire, causing damage not only to clothing, but something much more serious, even the hand of the boy, who suffered burns 2nd degree.
The event occurred at the PSP off and there was a gradual increase in the heat, but it all happened suddenly. The cause of the accident, however, still under investigation, was the result of a malfunction of the battery.
This component, in recent years has begun to weigh on the financial statements of producers of electronic devices, due to the compensation that they are having to operate in cases like that of Harold.
Ironically, I do not want the poor Harold, the title that was present in the Playstation Portable at the time of the accident and burnout!
Erotic Sex Style Kissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!
in which the subject has a pathological obsessive need to have sex or otherwise think about sex. He then an addiction from sexual activity identical to that which can be had for any kind of drug and then sooner or later cause a great discomfort.
Those who support its existence, described as very similar to other forms of addiction. The act, in this case the sexual is used to manage stress and mood. Consequences The hypersexuality involves an attitude of the man or woman to be ready at any place and any person to have sex or to engage in acts of masturbation, exhibitionism and voyeurism .
This character becomes very inconvenient in the social as the common sense of decency - although nowadays there is a trend of greater openness in public speaking - you should not give up too much space to sex and still constitutes a breach of law in cases of indecent exposure or public sexual harassment.
To the one who suffers and is aware, gradually all reports emotional and relational go sooner or later to deteriorate, thus compromising any other daily activity of the subject. The person suffering from sexual addiction has higher levels than the general population of personality disorders such as anxiety, depression, aggression and obsession.
The consequences of sexual addiction can be manifold. Not necessarily occur together in all subjects and are more or less accentuated depending on the level of dependency.
Among the consequences that sexual addictions can be no door: Stress Physical Deterioration of relations Social
Decreased short-term memory and synthesis; decline of cognitive such
design: inability to make choices or major changes
Devaluation of self, sadness, melancholy
and depression
; restlessness;
social isolation
Among the consequences specifically related to sexuality:
Saturation and emotional attraction, difficulties of being in love. Abnormalities of sexual relationships: the individual seeks to create a scheme with his partners obscene. The addiction is gradual in some cases by increasing intensity occur concurrently with a form of sexual saturation. order to satisfy their instinct may occur in the subject of increasingly intense research aimed obscene sexual or perverse. These aspects need to be contextualized within a framework of psychological and psychiatric distress. On the other hand still the interest of psychiatry toward sexuality and sexual problems of patients with mental disorders is very mild: it follows a "certain" lack of training of the psychiatrist in addressing and managing the sexual dimension of his client. The psychiatrist finds itself in the uncomfortable condition of using their experience as the only yardstick of sexual behavior. The event sexual paradoxical risk of being "accepted" or "rejected" depending on whether or not in agreement with what the psychiatrist considers sex to belong to the "good" or "bad" is less then the capacity an understanding that transcends the cliches, which, while articulating and conflictualized, may provide a useful explanatory paradigms management "scientifically" correct application and the sex of the psychiatric patient discomfort. The subject with a psychiatric disorder is above all a person with a sexual identity, orientation, preferences, and conflicts related to sexuality that articulate with structures psychopathology of mental disorders and decline in "neosessualità, whose complexity has to be interpreted rather than diagnosed.
There would also voices "Diagnosis" and "therapy", but who cares?
Source: Wikipedia
this post because I wanted to start a series of posts on porn actresses ...
's just that I do work from a slaughter ... Just in time for some music ...
are Striker and this is CrashFM ... (cited Burnout 3 ...)
Bassi Maestro - Family & Business
I'm playing a game, perverse and violent
that my father and my mother understand barely. But it 's what I have inside me and I live so' are a damned poet who studied at MC.
How to explain the rules of a game
that continues to change, that even those who play
does not know how to play , there
'those who do not play and we'll want to teach , I wish to tell. 'world sucks and I'm not you wait a minute
who understood and' party , the rest cheering me if I stayed, sometimes I wish I now more 'time to spend with my . I grew calm in a sea of \u200b\u200bgood and instead I'm here with the stomach to hell to wonder if it 'just that' I do and if I do enough and especially if I could do without.
But ten years from now I'll have 'more' than thirty and this' scares me want to give a meaning to my existence so I want to get hold of something then take it to my , potergli apologize. Tied to a family and a job that sometimes and 'not inevitable link between them. But it 's a run to gold requires sacrifices that brings you to keep with business and separate. Dividend joys and sorrows, money and honors
bearing in mind that the enemy 'out
a damned poet's rhymes immersed in vice but the people around him dance the risk. remember how it was that room now and the close hands on my hand and 'a promise whatever the cost, clouds, rain, pain or joy all the shit you pay or Swallowing the contacts yarn to the point, I was convinced that
nothing in the world would have never divorced months and months of hard work and projects, plans perfect kept under lock and key jewelry as well evenings, full days, surrounded by business lunches and dinners. But what 'more that' stimulates me and pampers me and 'this family atmosphere of friendship, cleverly managed. man, half-saved, but it all adds up if there's' something wrong and the result is' a contact and 'skipped the deal so bad, that now bears the family mourning. No more 'kiss it' hugs, vanished with the care of an affable that, by its very nature has 'done unacceptable as a check shot, unreachable as a record and thus focus' on the bottom to lose breath fogged rest while we enjoy the result offset by a better offer no projects, no more 'money, no more' love. Tied to a family and a job that sometimes and 'not inevitable link between them. But it 's a run to gold requires sacrifices that brings you to keep the affected individuals and business separate. Dividend joys and sorrows, money and honors bearing in mind that the enemy 'out
a damned poet's rhymes immersed in vice but the people around him dance the risk. yo yo, yo .. irresponsible, and Yoshi Torenaga 'out confirms to each disk of David oh shit, if you prefer to smoke the herb that deck wash clothes The road I was looking for I seem to have found and perhaps not 'well lit to see you I see you know, but only if I do not know if I would I put all my trust in you, socio
and every penny share it with you, socio
champagne and boxes of whis ... but separately biz ... and every rhyme and 'dedicated to you socio , Fish the same boat together in the same direction this keeps completely separate friendship from hunger who occasionally got into you, twists your guts this means the business of family. Tied to a family and a job that sometimes and 'not inevitable link between them. But it 's a run to gold requires sacrifices that brings you to keep the affected individuals and business separate. Dividend joys and sorrows, money and honors
bearing in mind that the enemy 'out
a damned poet's rhymes immersed in vice but the people around him dance the risk. Maybe not!
girl, as what's Between you and me? look right through me I'll let it go i can not help this feeling anymore i will not go anywhere maybe you'll see me
we are we are the shaken we are the monsters underneath your bed yeah believe what you read
we are yeah
believe what you see
it came as no surprise you bring me back to life believe me you bleed for me i'll bleed for you i caught you walking through walls drowned with applause from the world that makes me crazy
we are we are the shaken we are the monsters underneath your bed yeah believe what you read we are we are mistaken we are the voices inside your head yeah believe what you see yeah
we are the monsters we are the monsters we are the monsters underneath your bed we are the voices we are the voices we are the voices underneath your bed we are the monsters we are the monsters we are the monsters yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
we are we are the shaken we are the monsters underneath your bed yeah believe what you read we are we are mistaken we are the voices inside your head yeah believe what you see
we are we are the shaken we are the monsters underneath your bed yeah believe what you see
E 'was because Kaworu, because he was an angel! Not so, he was an angel!
was one of our enemies! "Although
a human being just like you?" is not so! Not so! It is not so! (Rei) Although he was a person just as I am?
is not so! was an angel.
why you killed him? Exactly! If I had not we would die. We were all killed. why you killed him? I did not want to do it. But I could not do otherwise. "So you killed him "
Help ...
For this reason, the
killed Help ...
For this reason, the
killed Help ...
For this reason, the killed
Somebody help me!
For this reason, the killed
I pray! Someone help me! HELP! Exactly.
Kaworu was, it was he who had to survive. He was a much better person than me.
Kaworu was having to survive . (Misato) is not so!
to survive are only those who have to live volotà. He wanted death. abandoning the will to live had been clinging to false hopes. not your fault, Shinji. What is this? Anxiety will be really good was that? Ideocompulsione
do not understand. What do I ...?
what I do I do?
"What are you afraid?" What?
"What are you afraid?" myself.
"What are you afraid?"
To be hated.
"What are you afraid?"
By whom?
"What are you afraid?"
Who?
"What are you afraid?"
This is ... My father! I was abandoned by my father.
I was hated! What can I do if I'm hated?
What should I do?
What is this place? Where are they, where do I go? There is nothing visible. Nothing understandable. Miss Misato? Miss Misato! you hear me? Where did Miss Misato? And I, now where should I go? Miss Misato! Asuka! Ayanami! Toji! Kensuke! Miss Ritsuko! Mr. Kaji! Dad! Mom! Someone talk to me ... Tell me what to do! Evangelion Unit At the end I can not, I can not help drive it ... also killing people I love ... doing what Dad and everyone else tell me to do. means I have to get on board and fight again? Mom! Say something! Next answer! "Why the Eva pilots?" Why all tell me to drive it. "For this reason, the Eva pilots?"
For? I do for others then that's wrong!
"the Eva pilots for others, for your neighbor?"
's right! Is it not a good thing?
Is it not a beautiful thing? So in this way, all praise me, all take care of me.
(Asuka) is not true! Are you stupid?
In the end, maybe you do not do for yourself? Eh? This does not make it look as always excuses for yourself. 's so? Your own efforts to think of others ... is not nothing but the simplicity of your way of life. What is this? In other words, you feel alone, Shinji. What is this? 's right! Your addiction is just nothing but a symbiotic relationship! may so ... not want to be anything but yourself that you want, desired by other people. could be so ... not do nothing but wait to receive from other people your happiness. A fake happiness. The same goes for you. The 2nd character Asuka Langley Soryu, in her case
All of a sudden I find myself in the car. I was forced
on board. So it does not move this junk!
No. ..
scrap, it's me. are junk, I will. I do not want none.
No one wants a pilot unable to fly Eva ... Looking for yourself in other people. Silence! Separation Anxiety you afraid to be alone, right? Separation Anxiety you afraid because the other missing persons including yourself, right?
Separation Anxiety
(Asuka Girls)
For this pilot the Eva. Silence!
Instruments affective
Instruments affective Silence! Silence! I will not let me say a doll like you!
The 3rd character
Rey Ayanami,
in her case
About I?
(Other Rei) Rei Ayanami . (Other Rei)
Who are you? (Other Rei) Rey Ayanami
(Other Rei) You also are Rei Ayanami? (Other Rei) Exactly! I am the individual named Rei Ayanami. (Rei Girls) We are all individuals named Rei Ayanami. me Why are you all? (Other Rei) Why do other people call each of us all Rei Ayanami. (Other Rei) And you? Why have a body and a fake heart? are not fake. Why am I me. (Other Rei) No. You are a fake person whose soul has been created by a human being called Gendo Ikari. (Other Rei) You're nothing but a fake object that simulates people. (Rei Girls) Look! Within you there is a dark mood in which there is nothing to understand, nothing visible, is not it? (Other Rei) yourself the fun is there. I am me. I became myself as a result of time spent so far and bonds entered into with other people. a result of contact with other people took the current form myself. have contact with other people and the passage of time to change shape of my heart. "These are bonds?" Exactly. What created the Rei Ayanami existing up to now, what will the existing myself from now on.
"These ties are"
(Other Rei) But there are other true yourself. (Other Rei) Except you ignore them.
(Other Rei) Only, as they do not want to see, you are unconsciously avoiding.
"Why are you afraid of" (Other Rei) Why you may not even have the shape of people. (Other Rei) Why did you disappear yourself the existing so far.
"Afraid"
(Other Rei) you afraid of dying yourself. you afraid of fading from the soul of the people. "Fear"?
do not understand. (Other Rei)
When even the world that is yours alone disappears. "Are you afraid, is not it?"
(Other Rei) If you yourself vanish.
"Are you afraid, is not it?"
No, I'm happy. Because I want to die.
What we aspire to is despair. I want to return to nothing.
(Other Rei) But it's impossible. You can not go back to nothing (Other Rei)
That person stopping you. still stops me? I existed because it served to that person. But no more ... I will not be necessary, as I am. I will be abandoned by that person, me. Although I wanted so much that day ... now, I'm afraid. (Gendo) Come on, come on!. For now, to this day, you are existed, Rei. Yes And then ... begins improvement man
Again, Shinji Ikari
What is this feeling? I think it has already proven in the past.
I feel like the shape of my body disappear. E ' nice.
I feel like I'm enlarging and expanding ... on ... and on ...
This is the beginning of the improvement men From what people have lost
lost souls
fill the gaps in these hearts
begins improvement
from the soul, the soul Citing everything to nothing
Completion men
began Not so. not mean returning to nothingness. reported only around the beginning.
simply return to the mother that this world had lost. All souls become one so you will have eternal peace. is not of nothing more than that. This is the Project for the improvement? (Ritsuko) Exactly. In our minds there are some empty areas, lost parts. It generates the suffering of the soul From this we generate anxiety and terror of the soul
Men fear the darkness of the soul and try to avoid discovery, delete
thus managing to live.
But as long as men can never to break free. And why would you like to unify the minds of people
complementadole each other? Without asking them any advice? do not need so much interest. Yours is only an agreement of convenience! Yet even you yourself do not want anywhere else. Eh? Where am I? If Misato Katsuragi (PART 1) in my spirit that exists within his mind, Miss Misato. So in my mind at the same time existing within you, Shinji true?
To be able to find myself I gotta get in contact with different and various people. observer to I think to myself. I see Miss Misato inside myself. What do you want, Miss Misato?
"Want to be good?" (Misato Girls) I gotta be a good girl. "Why?"
(Misato Girls) Why is not the father. (Misato Girls)
I must be a good girl and help my mother.
(Misato Girls) But I do not want to be like her mother. (Misato Girls)
Because when my father was missing his mother did nothing but cry. (Misato Girls) must not cry! (Misato Girls) should not stick! (Misato Girls) To This must be a good girl. (Misato Girls) And so I will make sure not to hate me by my father. But I hate my father. And this hatred for the good children. already hated them. And I'm tired to keep it clean ... to continue to pretend to be clean. now I was tired ... I wanted to get dirty. I wanted to see myself dirty. why did you date embrace of that man? Not so. E 'was because he liked me, I did that. you really liked? Yes, of course! That person that accepted me for who I was. "Really?" He was kind. No! Do not show this scene to Shinji! I will not! (Kaji) By now you should have nothing to be ashamed of, right?
I am ashamed! Why are you ashamed?
But if when you're in front of man you like show you without any problems, indeed're even happy. No! Stop it! But if you're really happy to show these moments to Shinji. not true! is not so! It is not so! Who knows! But in truth if you would like to show you to your father. is not so! you were looking for peace in the smile of Kaji. is not so! seek peace in the heat of Kaji. is not so! seek your father in the embrace of Kaji. It is not so! Exactly. At that time I had found my father in the same Kaji. To avoid the latter. I fled from him. I was afraid it was as if I were with my father. But in truth I fled because I was happy.
Why that condition gave me pleasure. irrepressibly was a nice time! This hated it. For this we parted. there is a reason for its demise. You are so kind, Kaji ... With this your kindness, please ... sporcami, come on. not hate yourself because now you have to necessarily hurt you. would be only a temporary punishment serves no purpose other than to to deceive yourself. It 'better to stop. And now you tell me to take care of myself, is not it? Men are like that. and then disappear into their work, in their own world ... leaving me alone. (Girls) Just like Dad. I do is run away from painful reality. The painful reality ... This is me? Yeah. I of course are true. could not be otherwise. Stop it, Miss Misato! Sometimes I feel sorry for myself. I hate! (Maya Ibuki) obscene. She is dirty. Shameful. Foul! You are indecent! would these relationships between adults? 's disgusting! (Makoto Hyuga) Congratulations on your promotion, Major Katsuragi. To be appreciated is the myself pretending to be appreciated.
not the real me. But if the real me does nothing but crying ... No. I'm happy.
"I'm happy, I?" I am happy.
"I'm happy, I?" I am happy!
"I'm happy, I?"
is not so! This is not happiness!
"What is happiness?"
No this is not the real me! I'm just convinced of it! In another way, we could not succeed to live.
Without being together they are afraid. You try anxiety.
If there is someone who sleeps beside you.
you afraid to sleep alone? (Maya Ibuki) And so she is lonely to sleep alone? Can not resist the loss of the soul. (Makoto Hyuga) And this is good for anyone, is not it? NOT 'SO'! No, you just want to bask in an easy pleasure. solievo You just want to bring to your mind in a momentary escape. And you're only volumes using men for that.
Where am I? Where am I? In my soul exists within you, Asuka. And so this is also my soul exists within you, Shinji true?
In the case of Soryu Asuka Langley (PART 1)
what you want, Asuka? I will live alone. I do not need it it's dad's mom.
I will live alone.
I will not cry anymore. But I'm still crying ... Why am I crying? (Mother) I feel uncomfortable with that child. (Father) I mean! Such weaknesses are not from you, you're a doctor. (Mother) Even the doctors are human beings. I told you in the past. (Father) But a woman like you in respect of a child?! (mother) and 'oddly adult, in its absolute and resolute refusal. Sometimes it scares me. You've never experienced anything like this? (Father) No. .. Anyway you've become the mother of Asuka. (Mother) But before I became your wife. (Father) At the same time, you mean?! (Mother) Yeah, from the social point of view is. But you can never stop being the father of that child. While I could stop being the mother at any time. (Father) This is also true. Stop it Mom!
Stop to stop being my mom!
I will be a good girl, a girl you will like.
why not stop being my mom!
For this look!
Stop Mother do not kill me!
(Mother) Your father hates my mother, no longer needed. fact, he did not like the beginning ... did not want from the beginning, definitely. For this you die with her mother. Besides the father does not want us anymore. I am a noise? are junk? (Mother) died with me, come on! Noooo!
I'm not your doll, Mom.
I'll think to myself, I live by myself.
This time, the mother hanging from the ceiling.
The her face seemed so happy ... But I hate that face. not want to die. I will not even let me disappear. I do not want kids. I do not want the father nor the mother! I do not want none! There is no one, no one to protect me. No one is near me. What does she? why I live alone. But I would not. E 'painful!
not want to be alone. not want to be alone! not want to be alone!
not abandon me. not allontanatemi. Do not kill me. What is this? E 'the Project for the Improvement of the human ...
Powered by your father. This? it seems that everything is a party. Besides, the truth is incomprehensible to ourselves.
Of course, now that you perceive yourself is the only real dimesion. That inside you. (Fuyutsuki) And then what will be his memory will become your truth. There are also truths that change over time. This is the actual size? would be the end result of all this? There are many life-size, this is one of those. It 's the result that you wanted. What I wanted?!
Exactly. Destruction, a world where no one is saved. is not so! It 's just that no one has saved me, just me. Nobody can save you. This is what you wanted. Destruction, death, the return of nowhere ... you been wanting to yourself. This is the reality. What is reality? 's your world. (Makoto Hyuga) A world your own, including time, space and other people. (Shigeru Aoba) Your own world, which you yourself decide how to receive and how to appreciate. (Maya Ibuki) Your world, now you just gave. This is the reality Your world in which no one can interfere. Or a world where everything is already established, right?
Not so, is the world that you decide. (Fuyutsuki) A world as your mind decides it is.
This is the reality
Even in the will to live ...
also face death in the soul, everything as you have desired. You mean that even this darkness, this world is incomplete something that I have wanted?
Exactly.
You wanted a world locked
pleasant for you alone. (Makoto Hyuga) To protect your heart weak. (Shigeru Aoba) To help protect your pleasure. (Maya Ibuki) This is simply the result of all this. In an enclosed space in the world of you alone, other person can not live Alun But you have desired such a closure. The closure of the world that you circoda. In avoid what you hate You want a world isolation in your own mind.
This is the world that you've reached your little peace of mind. This form is one possible conclusion. The end of this world, an end that you have conducted yourself. And then, the path for improvement ... 480
soul However, the time now available would be insufficient to describe the
entire process Therefore, now under consideration will take into single boy named Shinji Ikari
It will now the completion of his soul
CASE 3 In the case of Shinji Ikari
Terror disappear fear of seeing one's being.
But do not think it needed to be like mine.
Why?
E 'because I am a human being unwanted. I knew it, I'm a young side.
Nobody cares about me! Scappi thinking that nobody cares about you, right? you afraid to make mistakes, right? you afraid of being hated by the people, right? Afraid to see your own weaknesses, right? And all this is perhaps not for you? course. In reality we are all equal. In our minds there are some shortcomings. This causes fear. causes anxiety. why now try to become one. We are trying to fill each other. This is the Project for Improvement. (Fuyutsuki) Without his fellow people can not live. People can not live alone. Although each individual is still single. For this test suffering. why we feel the loneliness. why we want to join our minds, our bodies. We want to become one. (Fuyutsuki) People are made of materials brittle and weak. both soul and body are made of materials brittle and weak. why we need to complement each other. "Why?"
Why else would not be able to live.
"Really?" Why do we live?
"I do not know"
Maybe I live just to know why
If you live? course, I live for myself. Perhaps
live for myself. "Really?"
They are happy to live in? do not know. They are happy to live in? course I'm happy. They are happy to live in?
I just do nice things.
You hate loneliness? not love her. You hate the suffering? I do not like. why flee? Exactly. What's wrong with escape from unpleasant things? I must not run away. Why you should not run away? Fleeing you suffer. Even while fleeing from suffering? I suffered. But if you're already experiencing pain then you can do it. Yes, if you're already suffering can also escape. If something is truly regrettable it may also escape. But I do not want, I no longer want to flee. Yes, you should not run away. This is because you feel that escape would be even more painful. Why did you hear about the suffering that is encountered fleeing. why do not want to escape. E 'because if you stray nobody would take more into account. not abandon me. I pray you do not abandon me! passively obey all that is told to do, that that is the rule of life of that boy? Exactly! In another way I would come back Abbadon you afraid of hurting you, is not it? Are you only a banquet, do not you?
(Kensuke) You are not alone in being hurt, Shinji. (Toji) Suffering only you're not. (Hikari Horak) think so because you think it is comfortable. Silence!
All this has nothing to do. Nobody cares about me. This will not frustrate you that your value. Moreover I ... I have nothing. As usual, you're convinced that they have no value.
because they think so and not doing anything, you can avoid also hurt. 're supporting yourself with the praise of other people. Nobody accepts me. Are you just believe, is not it? So I, I have to pilot the Eva. From the beginning you're just convinced that they have no value. I have to do that! (Kensuke) This is not true. (Toji) Are you only believe, definitely. No, I have no value. I have nothing of which to be proud of. For this pilot the Eva. piloting the Eva I can be me. piloting the Eva I can be me. Before getting into the car, I had nothing.
piloting the Eva I can stay here. I have nothing else. I have nothing else. I have nothing, I have nothing. "The value of life?" I do not have it. "And this ..." I hate I hate myself. you hate! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! (Toji) Hey you, I hate you. (Kensuke) I can not stand you, I detest you. (Hikari Horak) I'm sorry, but I hate you. You know I hate you. (Makoto Hyuga) I hate you. (Shigeru Aoba) Yes, I hate you. (Maya Ibuki) That's right, I hate you. Yeah, I hate you, can not stand you. I hate you! See? The all think so. certainly think so.
Are you just believe, is not it? is not so!
Why I hate. why you're convinced that other people hate you? I hate you! - I hate you! But I praise. If the pilot Eva praise me. I was praised. "Therefore, I am happy " I was praised!
"But I'm not happy " Which one is your true emotional state?
do not know ... No indeed, are both my true emotional states. For this pilot the Eva, right?
The present myself that has no other Eve ... In no other way you could keep yourself? Eva Unit 01 is actually a part of your mind. But holding on
totally Evo Eva the same will become your being. Eva the same will become your all .. Your true self is no longer anywhere. does not matter. From the beginning I never had anything. Even my studying cello not result in anything. Is not it just that you've never done anything for yourself? But now I can pilot the Eva! So when will the less Eve, you will not be able to do anything ... Like me ... "Why the Eva pilots?" Why this, that's my everything.
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